BLEGH. It's that time of year again! Y`know, EXAM TIME! BLEGH. I'm not too worried, but I think I'm failing English. Well, I can't sit and cry so I'm going to study everyday and do my absolute best on the exam! Hm, another class I am worried about is Chemistry. I have a "C" in that class, but it's really disappointing. I really try in that class. It's so stressful. I need to organize my notes, because Mr. Parry(chem. teacher) is collecting them tomorrow! OMG. Hm, he's also collecting chapter reviews. Thank god I did them last weekend, but I have no clue what I was working on! I answered questions without learning much. AMAZING, NEH?

HAHA. Oh, viewers please do not freak out. I did not cut my hair. It's a new hairstyle I learned from watching binosusume's videos. Yeah, i'm promoting? hahaha. Well, her videos are seriously useful!(to fashion freaks...ME.) You don't even need to know Japanese to understand her tutorials. YAH, females, PLEASE WATCH. AH. You can kind of see my phone and the COACH phone strap sticking out in an odd place. My Samsung Eternity doesn't have a place to hold phone straps, so I stuck it in the back of the battery. OH DEAR... Yeah. Another thing my phone can't do is do video call and cannot use the front CAM. WTF?! YEAH. That's not cool... but other than those three whacktastic missing features, my phone is pretty awesome.


!~See you later~!

BTW... Happy New Year Everyone!

T-T I really need to keep up with this blog.

Bunny should have done the mustache too. :(
Yes! I am finally writing an entry about Bunny's birthday! WOO~! I really don't remember what happened that day. It was almost a month ago! I know I had a lot of fun and there were some sad points, but at that time it made our friendship stronger.


There's me and Bunny going up the stairs from the Mandalay Bay Aquarium. Rachel was trying to covince me to do an embarassing pose, but there was a mother with a child below us. EEEK.



Geez, Haneul is so tall!



EW, I look weird...

That's obviously a picture of DAISY by MARC JACOBS, but who gave that to me?! SANTA. Just kidding. Actually it was a gift from Honey for my 16th birthday. I don't remember posting pictures of the gifts I received. I'll do that for another entry. This one will be all about Honey. Some of you may be thinking "GODS WOMAN! Talk about something else!" HOHOHO. Yeah...

The perfume is very precious to me. It's not because I'm a big fan of Marc Jacobs or anything. My wallet cringes whenever Marc Jacobs is mentioned! Anyways, this gift is special to me because it shows how thoughtful Honey is. There was a time when I loved to collect perfumes and I talked about it with Honey. I figured he wasn't paying attention when I talked about it, but even though I thought that I still rambled to him. Hahaha. La di da di da~ My birthday came along and Honey said he would come over. I didn't expect him to come with a gift because he didn't ask me what I wanted for my birthday. (Or did he? I don't remember) YAH. Mmm well he visited me on my birthday and came with a gift! I didn't open it in front of him though... It was after he left when I finally opened it. I started to tear up and I immediately called him. I was totally exhilarated! I should have opened it in front of him. I would have attacked him with bear hugs. Hahaha.

Ergh. What else to say about my dear Honey? Ah, he's really good at handling me.(I'M NOT TALKING THAT WAY YOU PERVS!) Hohoho. What a fun entry. MMM. What I mean is that he knows what to say to me in certain situations. He doesn't take my side and won't put problems aside for later. I am really stubborn, but he can change the way I view something so quickly. It's a little scary neh? Hahahaha. It's a good thing though. Hm... He is probably the only person that can go up against me when I'm mad. It's so annoying. Like if me makes me mad, he'll push all the wrong buttons until I explode and give up. Well, that only happens in some situations. I'm sensitive and if I feel like I've been insulted I wont be responsive for a while. La di da di da~

GEEZ. Y`KNOW... Lately I have been feeling really down. I feel like I can't make him happy. Our conversations have been short and we're quiet for a large portion of the time we're on the phone. I ask a question, he answers, then it gets quiet. I am constantly thinking of things to say but I haven't said anything yet that can keep the conversation going. I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I not interesting enough? ERGH. Gosh, I also feel bad for being sensitive and bitchy towards him. I am taking the things he says too seriously and I create a silent mood. God I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Blah! This was suppose to be a good entry, but I just had to say that last bit. Sorry...

Lately, I have been feeling so insecure. The people that were close to me slowly becoming more distant and I dont know how to handle that. At school I feel like I have no direction. I'm just going with the flow. In my own home I feel that everyone has become distant. There is only one person who I feel secure with. I know which direction I am going with this person and I know I will definitely not let us get distant.

ABOUT HONEY:
- Caring
- Understanding
- Very Handsome
- Prince-like
- Has a cute laugh
- Has cute birds nest hair
- Nice voice
- Good grooming habits
- Gives the best hugs!
- Gives the best kisses!
- Has the ability to calm me down
- Pays attention to what I say
- Often falls asleep on the phone
- Gives the best advice
- He is the person I can depend on
- He is the person I can tell everything to
- He doesn't care if I tell him I need to pee
- Good sense of humor. (can get a little painful at times)
- He is honest
- He has great posture
- He has a good sense of style
- HE IS MINE. kekekeke~

(Sorry if this entry doesn't make sense. I am a bit on the crazy side today.)

GAH. Honsetly... Honey goes to California so much! I know he's going there for his family, but I can't help but feel jealous and lonely. BLEGH. We probably wont talk tonight... :( HMF. Even though I can't see him often, him going ot California makes the seperation anxiety worse. I need to stop being so dependant...